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2015-10-22 11:02:50 UTC
Hello to everyone. Good to see that a few of us are still here, but I know that I have not been posting much.
Paul, I am very happy to see that your name again, but I am very sorry to hear that you have a heart condition. I myself have been in failing health. Had to call the ambulance 3 different times in one month's time for stomach pains and non stop diarrhea. Lost a lot of weight. I have IBS, and my anxiety problems and depression is still going strong. I have to keep reminding myself that there is so much suffering around the world, and that I can't be afraid of dying or afraid of pain and suffering. I never leave the house anymore. If I do, I feel weak after walking 3 blocks. My exlover comes every evening without fail and does the shopping and cooking and he watches the tv in the kitchen while I watch tv in my bed. I'm not an invalid yet, but I don't think I will reach the age of 70 with the way I am going. Besides, there is nothing to live for anymore. I just exist and its sad. I'm sorry to be a downer here but I wanted to let you guys know that I am one very sad, lonely, scared man. I do pray to God, but I ask myself...why should God help me when he doesn't seem to be helping anybody. Every day you read of horror stories in the news, and God seems to be absent.
Enough of this woe to me thing. I bought a new ASUS computer for only $250 from either Amazon or Walmart, and I like the 8.1 windows, internet explorer 11. I tried windows 10 and it was absolute hell. I went back to 8.1 real quick. I don't have an adroid phone, but if I buy one, I will go to Tracfone and get their smartphones such as the LG Power, or the LG Ultimate 2. I dont have 100 friends or family anymore so why do I need an expensive phone? I do love the Ruku player and watch movies on netflix.
Politically, I don't like Trump because he is a bully and his personality could get us into bad problems with other countries. Its strange, but I do not see any of the people running for president being in the white house.
My email is ***@gmail.com. It would be nice to hear from any of you guys. I have skype but don't know how to use the damn thing.Yahoo used to have free video chats. They did away with that. Maybe gmail has free video chats?
Don't you wish that webtv was back...I dont think so!!!!!! Maybe Ronny in Texas is still trying to figure out what went wrong with his box. lol. I do hope that he is alive and well. Hey Paul, don't even think of shoveling now this winter. Even I would feel like having a heart attack after lifting only one shovelful of snow. Just walking up one flight of stairs makes me out of breath. Doctors say I am ok, but I sure don't feel ok. I feel lousy and sick. Sorry for telling you guys this, but its true. Prozac and Xanax can only do so much, and stomach medicine such as Bentyl only helps take away some of the intestinal pain. I hope everyone is feeling well.
Richie
Paul, I am very happy to see that your name again, but I am very sorry to hear that you have a heart condition. I myself have been in failing health. Had to call the ambulance 3 different times in one month's time for stomach pains and non stop diarrhea. Lost a lot of weight. I have IBS, and my anxiety problems and depression is still going strong. I have to keep reminding myself that there is so much suffering around the world, and that I can't be afraid of dying or afraid of pain and suffering. I never leave the house anymore. If I do, I feel weak after walking 3 blocks. My exlover comes every evening without fail and does the shopping and cooking and he watches the tv in the kitchen while I watch tv in my bed. I'm not an invalid yet, but I don't think I will reach the age of 70 with the way I am going. Besides, there is nothing to live for anymore. I just exist and its sad. I'm sorry to be a downer here but I wanted to let you guys know that I am one very sad, lonely, scared man. I do pray to God, but I ask myself...why should God help me when he doesn't seem to be helping anybody. Every day you read of horror stories in the news, and God seems to be absent.
Enough of this woe to me thing. I bought a new ASUS computer for only $250 from either Amazon or Walmart, and I like the 8.1 windows, internet explorer 11. I tried windows 10 and it was absolute hell. I went back to 8.1 real quick. I don't have an adroid phone, but if I buy one, I will go to Tracfone and get their smartphones such as the LG Power, or the LG Ultimate 2. I dont have 100 friends or family anymore so why do I need an expensive phone? I do love the Ruku player and watch movies on netflix.
Politically, I don't like Trump because he is a bully and his personality could get us into bad problems with other countries. Its strange, but I do not see any of the people running for president being in the white house.
My email is ***@gmail.com. It would be nice to hear from any of you guys. I have skype but don't know how to use the damn thing.Yahoo used to have free video chats. They did away with that. Maybe gmail has free video chats?
Don't you wish that webtv was back...I dont think so!!!!!! Maybe Ronny in Texas is still trying to figure out what went wrong with his box. lol. I do hope that he is alive and well. Hey Paul, don't even think of shoveling now this winter. Even I would feel like having a heart attack after lifting only one shovelful of snow. Just walking up one flight of stairs makes me out of breath. Doctors say I am ok, but I sure don't feel ok. I feel lousy and sick. Sorry for telling you guys this, but its true. Prozac and Xanax can only do so much, and stomach medicine such as Bentyl only helps take away some of the intestinal pain. I hope everyone is feeling well.
Richie